Post by Deleted on Mar 4, 2019 1:33:04 GMT
Here is the story.....Yes it's me Bigben84 by the way.
Under a new name using my initials. Going to upfront... There's no strategy here and I'm not one of John's guys. I have been defensive and I took things personally and I lashed out. Planning a wedding has been brutal on me and I've turned my frustrations onto something else. I'm not really here for praise or to seek approval and I'm no expert on a fucking thing .
Here's the truth from my end.....John wanted me to be his poster boy for the belt. I told him I would test it out and give him feedback on it. I never wanted that position from him and I hate the fact that he put me in that position. I even messaged him the feedback on the belt and told him my review of it. I never heard from him after that so I don't know what's going in.
With lawyers and figuring out how to get this thing completed obviously hasn't gone in his favor and dealing with stuff in his personal life that isn't meant for the public to hear, not even on his forum. He has shared with me what that personal stuff was and all I ask is you respect my wishes to not reveal that. I'm keeping my word not just because he asked me to but because he kept his word with sending me the belts.
I don't want to be THE guy for the belt whatsoever, make that perfectly clear. All I care about is training and making the most out of it. This is my story and if you don't believe me than I'm sorry you feel that way.
John is no saint, neither is any one of us, I'm no expert and only go by experience and trial & error. The belt is real but isn't coming any time soon I'm afraid and I really wished it did. I'm not here to ridicule anybody or be some macho prick. Just a guy who loves to train. It's not typical and it's not the norm from mainstream fitness. That's the honest truth and like I said, take it with what you will, ridicule me, verbally poke at me or say bullshit about me but know that regardless of what's been thrown at me, I've been through far worse and I can handle it.
For those that actually believe I'm John's whipping boy, that's pretty funny. All I really want out of all this is to experience different ways to train and learn that is all. As far as my friends are concerned, they'll always have my respect and whether you obliterate their beliefs or mine or what they do to help others, agree to disagree. They're not perfect nor are the greatest but do the best to their abilities to help each person they encounter in their own business endeavor.
I'll end with this. I'll do better to not let things get to me, it's a constant learning thing for me but I just want an opportunity to learn what can work and what to shove off to the side.
Under a new name using my initials. Going to upfront... There's no strategy here and I'm not one of John's guys. I have been defensive and I took things personally and I lashed out. Planning a wedding has been brutal on me and I've turned my frustrations onto something else. I'm not really here for praise or to seek approval and I'm no expert on a fucking thing .
Here's the truth from my end.....John wanted me to be his poster boy for the belt. I told him I would test it out and give him feedback on it. I never wanted that position from him and I hate the fact that he put me in that position. I even messaged him the feedback on the belt and told him my review of it. I never heard from him after that so I don't know what's going in.
With lawyers and figuring out how to get this thing completed obviously hasn't gone in his favor and dealing with stuff in his personal life that isn't meant for the public to hear, not even on his forum. He has shared with me what that personal stuff was and all I ask is you respect my wishes to not reveal that. I'm keeping my word not just because he asked me to but because he kept his word with sending me the belts.
I don't want to be THE guy for the belt whatsoever, make that perfectly clear. All I care about is training and making the most out of it. This is my story and if you don't believe me than I'm sorry you feel that way.
John is no saint, neither is any one of us, I'm no expert and only go by experience and trial & error. The belt is real but isn't coming any time soon I'm afraid and I really wished it did. I'm not here to ridicule anybody or be some macho prick. Just a guy who loves to train. It's not typical and it's not the norm from mainstream fitness. That's the honest truth and like I said, take it with what you will, ridicule me, verbally poke at me or say bullshit about me but know that regardless of what's been thrown at me, I've been through far worse and I can handle it.
For those that actually believe I'm John's whipping boy, that's pretty funny. All I really want out of all this is to experience different ways to train and learn that is all. As far as my friends are concerned, they'll always have my respect and whether you obliterate their beliefs or mine or what they do to help others, agree to disagree. They're not perfect nor are the greatest but do the best to their abilities to help each person they encounter in their own business endeavor.
I'll end with this. I'll do better to not let things get to me, it's a constant learning thing for me but I just want an opportunity to learn what can work and what to shove off to the side.